[Ed. note: we are taking a short break from car stories because this is the fishing season!]
©2000 – Dean Isaacson
My life was passing before my eyes. As I was holding the rod, I could see through the calm water a large fish ready to grab the bait. I had just earlier picked it up only because it was lying on the dock, unattended, with the hook in the water. I could picture some big denizen of the deep grabbing the hook and dragging the whole apparatus to the bottom of the sea. However, I never suspected that a fish would truly come as I picked up the rod.
Richard was busy setting tackle for the newly-seasoned Jon D., when I handed the rod off to him. He hollered at me to set the hook and reel him in. But I forced the gear into his hand as I calmly explained that Ryan had not yet returned with my license. “Besides,” I continued, “it wouldn’t be right. The rod and reel are yours.”
Just minutes before, Big D (Jon, that is) had just brought in his first fish. Must have been all of five ounces and just about six inches long. But it was his first fish and he was going to have it mounted. He made a big deal of it, you’d have thought the fish was at least two feet long and had weighed some kind of record. He assured us, emphatically and repeatedly, that he was going to have the fish stuffed and mounted for his recroom wall, as he scratched a note-to-self on his electronic pocket memo book. This was an important event, almost as important as the passage to manhood itself.
My mind was immediately drawn to a scene in the movie, “What About Bob?”. Bob had a fear of water. Actually, he had a fear of everything. He was invited to sail and he reluctantly agreed. I love the scene, because he was strapped to the mast and very excitedly proclaiming to the world, “I’m sailing! I’m sailing! Ahoy! I’m sailing!” After they arrived on the shore and he was released and he announced, at the top of his voice, to all on the dock and his friends on the shore that he had sailed. Now my friend, Big D, is announcing to the world and all fishdom that he fished and has prevailed. Ahoy!
The day of the big catch, we were camping out of state. The families in our church decided to get away for a few days of fellowship and Bible study together. It took a lot of convincing to get Big D to join us because the closest he wanted to get to sand was the silicone in his computer. The outdoors wasn’t much fun for him as he was quick to explain matter-of-factly, “There are bugs out there.” The only bugs he could relate to were the ones he could decode. Nonetheless, he did agree to come and when he does things, it is never half-way. He was prepared: He had his two-day fishing pass. Most of us did not. So, Ryan had gone to town to get passes for those of us without.
Meanwhile, Big D, the reluctant camper and newly-seasoned fisherman was forty-three years old and had caught his first fish. Moreover, he had accomplished this in six minutes and twenty-three seconds and just under two hundred dollars invested in gear. Which means this fish cost over six hundred dollars per pound, or about thirty-one dollars and fifty cents per minute, if you depreciate the equipment within this singular event. But he was ecstatic. Did I tell you that he was going to have the fish stuffed? Yes, I did, and he made a big deal about being forty-three and catching his first fish. He made it sound like some kind of record. But, I guess to have that much anticipation finally fulfilled merits some degree of excitement, or in this case, hysterics.
Now the whole dock was electric. The miracle of one man catching his first fish at forty three years of age was too awesome to go unnoticed. There was renewed hope for all mankind to accomplish the impossible. At least for us on the dock, there was hope of catching more fish if Big D hadn’t scared them all off.
It was right about that time that I handed the rod off to Richard. Now, Richard was a well-seasoned fisherman. He had a rod for everything and packed his gear in stacking toolboxes on rollers. You know, the type you see in a mechanics garage. I remember watching him use a ten-foot rod to cast halfway across the bay looking for trout. He is quite the sportsman and he relishes in doing everything in the extreme.
Watching him operate takes me back to my childhood days at grandma’s house. I remember fondly watching my grandma bake bread while she told me stories of Paul Bunyan and other heroes. The story I remember most is the one where Paul, with the help of his blue ox, Babe, dug out the Puget Sound and made Mount Rainier with all the extra dirt. It always amazed me and I always believed her. Now that I am older, I picture Richard working with a blue ox somewhere.
No one could be more suited to bring this fish home than Richard, and he was up to the task. He waited for the fish to strike then quickly set the hook. Almost immediately, he had that fish up out of the water. It was a beautiful bass. He had to be all of ten pounds with a mouth five inches across. He looked extremely ornery, almost as if he was looking to bite someone’s hand off. Quickly, Richard was reaching for the gill and I thought he had it. But the fish suddenly disappeared and all Richard had in his hand was a bent number six.
Having seen the size of this fish unleashed a fishing frenzy. Twenty more people suddenly appeared on the crowded dock and lines were being cast over every square inch of the river’s edge. The conversation was focused on Big D’s conquest and the size of Richard’s bass that got away. That bass grew and grew until I could recognize it no more. I suppose Big D’s fish, too, would have grown had it not been lying on the dock as a reminder.
A parting comment: I told you my life was flashing before my eyes as I watched that bass approach the bait. Well, there is a good reason for that. You see, as I was handing the rod to Richard, I didn’t fully state the truth. The real reason I did not want to catch that fish is because I am forty-six and have never caught a fish in my life. Not that I would be scared to, and I am certain I could do quite well. But I fish, I don’t catch and I wouldn’t want to break my record.
This is the truth. It is not that I have never fished. I have fished for years. I buy a new rod every three or four years and am constantly picking up new tackle. When I was young, I would hang out at the fishing pier on Puget Sound, in Edmonds. My line hung over the rail, but I never caught a fish. I also taught my son to fish but never taught him to catch. We would fish on the Skykomish river bank for hours on end; throw our lines in and sit and chat, but never catch. We have some exciting stories to tell about our fishing days. Like the time we were fishing the river when the sewage treatment plant backed up. And the time I bought a seven foot boat with a two-and-one-half horse motor and thought we would troll the Skykomish River. But those might be another book or another chapter somewhere.
By the way, my son was on the dock that weekend and he caught five fish. He broke tradition. Maybe he should write a book about it. Maybe some day I’ll breakdown and catch a fish.
The Sparrow At Starbucks
Wednesday, January 27th, 2010It was chilly in Manhattan but warm inside the Starbucks shop on 51st Street and Broadway, just a skip up from Times Square. Early November weather in New York City holds only the slightest hint of the bitter chill of late December and January, but it’s enough to send the masses crowding indoors to vie for available space and warmth.
For a musician, it’s the most lucrative Starbucks location in the world, I’m told, and consequently, the tips can be substantial if you play your tunes right. Apparently, we were striking all the right chords that night, because our basket was almost overflowing.
It was a fun, low-pressure gig – I was playing keyboard and singing backup for my friend who also added rhythm with an arsenal of percussion instruments. We mostly did pop songs from the ’40s to the ’90s with a few original tunes thrown in. During our emotional rendition of the classic, “If You Don’t Know Me by Now,” I noticed a lady sitting in one of the lounge chairs across from me. She was swaying to the beat and singing along.
After the tune was over, she approached me. “I apologize for singing along on that song. Did it bother you?” she asked.
“No,” I replied. “We love it when the audience joins in. Would you like to sing up front on the next selection?”
To my delight, she accepted my invitation. “You choose,” I said. “What are you in the mood to sing?”
“Well, do you know any hymns?”
Hymns? This woman didn’t know who she was dealing with. I cut my teeth on hymns. Before I was even born, I was going to church. I gave our guest singer a knowing look, “Name one.”
“Oh, I don’t know. There are so many good ones. You pick one.”
“Okay,” I replied. “How about ‘His Eye is on the Sparrow’?”
My new friend was silent, her eyes averted. Then she fixed her eyes on mine again and said, “Yeah. Let’s do that one.”
She slowly nodded her head, put down her purse, straightened her jacket and faced the center of the shop. With my two-bar setup, she began to sing.
“Why should I be discouraged?
“Why should the shadows come?”
The audience of coffee drinkers was transfixed. Even the gurgling noises of the cappuccino machine ceased as the employees stopped what they were doing to listen. The song rose to its conclusion.
“I sing because I’m happy;
“I sing because I’m free.
“For His eye is on the sparrow
“And I know He watches me.”
When the last note was sung, the applause crescendoed to a deafening roar that would have rivaled a sold-out crowd at Carnegie Hall. Embarrassed, the woman tried to shout over the din, “Oh, y’all go back to your coffee! I didn’t come in here to do a concert! I just came in here to get somethin’ to drink, just like you!”
But the ovation continued and I embraced my new friend. “You, my dear, have made my whole year! That was beautiful!”
“Well, it’s funny that you picked that particular hymn,” she said.
“Why is that?”
“Well,” she hesitated again, “that was my daughter’s favorite song.”
“Really!” I exclaimed.
“Yes,” she said, grabbing my hands. By this time, the applause had subsided and it was business as usual. “She was 16. She died of a brain tumor last week.”
I said the first thing that found its way through my stunned silence: “Are you going to be okay?”
She smiled through tear-filled eyes and squeezed my hands. “I’m gonna be okay. I’ve just got to keep trusting the Lord and singing his songs, and everything’s gonna be just fine.” She picked up her bag, gave me her card, and then she was gone.
Was it just a coincidence that we happened to be singing in that particular coffee shop on that particular November night? Was it coincidence that this wonderful lady just happened to walk into that particular shop? Was it coincidence that of all the hymns to choose from, I just happened to pick the very hymn that was the favorite of her daughter, who had died just the week before? I refuse to believe it.
God has been arranging encounters in human history since the beginning of time, and it’s no stretch for me to imagine that he could reach into a coffee shop in midtown Manhattan and turn an ordinary gig into a revival. It was a great reminder that if we keep trusting him and singing his songs, everything’s gonna be okay.
The next time you feel like GOD can’t use YOU, just remember:
* Noah was a drunk
* Abraham was too old
* Isaac was a daydreamer
* Jacob was a liar
* Leah was ugly
* Joseph was abused
* Moses had a stuttering problem
* Gideon was afraid
* Sampson had long hair and was a womanizer
* Rahab was a prostitute
* Jeremiah and Timothy were too young
* David had an affair and was a murderer
* Elijah was suicidal
* Isaiah preached naked
* Jonah ran from God
* Naomi was a widow
* Job went bankrupt
* John the Baptist ate bugs
* Peter denied Christ
* The Disciples fell asleep while praying
* Martha worried about everything
* The Samaritan woman was divorced, more than once
* Zaccheus was too small
* Paul was too religious
* Timothy had an ulcer…AND
* Lazarus was dead!
God can use you to your full potential. Besides you aren’t the message, you are just the messenger. God bless.
[A friend sent this to me via email this morning. Every week our newsletter mentions our need to trust God and that His eye is on the sparrow. So we thought this appropriate to reproduce it here (and we don't think it is copyright).]
Posted in best of times, commentary, other fun stuff | No Comments »